friends or liars...

To know the truth after the event is the worst that can happen. I thought it would va honest with each other. I have always taught me and so mom always says:''Honesty is the best''. But it did not do it now. And I feel so damn angry, hurt, forgotten & disappointed. It was I who had to take all that crap again. It has always been so. I will of course always seems wrong. The rest of you can never do wrong. To lie to me in the face huh terribly low. You spit in my face, frankly. I thought friendship was when your friends accept one that it is. But they do apparently some do not. Then they are called false friends. Friendship
is not something you can make it as a gift to Nurture as a priceless jewel. Friendship is a security concern when the date becomes difficult give peace of anxiety, light candles in the dark. Friendship does not require
it is given voluntarily, without ulterior motives, give your friendship as a gift and you will find joy. But I was apparently wrong about some''friends''. Being at loggerheads & then make friends with the person again for another's sake is not a true friendship. It is called simply false or''so long''friends. I have therefore begun to tire of all these with friends. For nothing seems to work correctly or appears to be true. So I wonder if I have true friends who love me for who I am and nobody else! And no one else I'm going to va. Therefore, I have no confidence in you more and do not know if I will have it more either. Friends set up, is there when you need them. You should be Able to talk about everything, but they will also. You should be Able to hug & be loved by his friends. But this is no friendship. You should have respect for each other and accepting each other's decisions. Does not work here so they are just as well to terminate the contact with each other. And I have not seen that this has worked out one end time. And that is why I get sick of everything now!